Shut up, I'm sad. You're not goign to off yourself. Why? BECAUSEIFUCKINGSAIDSO.

Fuck work related drama.
It makes me sick to think I'm actually only slightly involved.
Seriously.
The End of that.

I can't believe Adam is STILL throwing a major fit because of what I said.
I'm still going down there.
No matter what he says and NO I'm NOT apologizing.
>_<

I'm done before I get pissed.

BEGROOVY
Please.

I'm talking to Carolin on myspace.
She was an exchange student who went to our school my junior year I believe.
I miss her. :(
But it seems like Germany is better than here.
Actually, almost anywhere is but that's besides the point.
You know who I miss?
Irene.
God.
That was sophmore year.
She was awesome.
I haven't talked to her since then either.
She was an exchange student too but from Denmark.
I wasn't close to any exchange students my senior year, I learned my lesson with Carolin and Irene.
I hope they're doing well though.

I had no class today!
[insert excitement here]
But I still have to work.
Oh well.
We're supposed to get severe thunderstorms and once those are over, just normal thunderstorms.
I'm hoping it drives customers away.
I know yesterday it was a bit chillier than normal and a bit rainy and we were dead.
They sent me home early.
W00t.

So for my fall semester, I'm not taking classes that are so early in the morning.
And I'm going to try and not schedule classes at all on Fridays.
Seriously.
>_<

I must be off to upload pictures.
Keep it groovy, kids.
<3 me some Randy.

I just watched a trailer for Order Of The Phoenix.
Mhm. Yes.
Now I can't think straight.
I want my book and I want that movie.
Yes.
Now.
Kthxbye

Work was interesting.
Carrie was on my ass the entire night and picking on me.
She's trying to make me "get loud" and stuff.
So what do I do?
Give her a blank stare or say "Don't yell at me!"
I don't know if I could work in those conditions anymore honestly.
Every two seconds I had to stop and laugh my ass off.
Joey was supposed to help me clean dining room, he was helpful up until the point where I think he suddenly had energy and was bored.
Then I couldn't get him to do anything but run around saying random quotes and singing.
At one point I was trying to finish sweeping and he was squirting me with a bottle of table cleaning solution stuff.
It took us like a half hour to clean one side of the dining room and the main part was worse.
That's when 3 of our co-workers show up and mind you, co-workers = people we know from school/good friends, no matter what.
So more sillyness insued because we had closed and they just wandered around ouside the windows.
I was trying to get the trash and Carrie was behind the counter going "There's a red thing. RIGHTTHERE!"
I was like "WHERE?!?!" so she throws some sugar packets on the floor and goes "Right there..."
Molly threw some straws on the floor too, I just stood there.
Eventually, I got done with everything with hilarious interruptions thanks to, well, everyone.
I think I laughed so hard I cried atleast 3 times.
Sadly everyone missed Molly's awesome banana throwing skills apparently.
She threw a piece of banana at Randy, it bounced off his elbow and into the trash can.
See?We fuck around alot but shit gets done in the process.
We rock.

I get to go summer clothes shopping later with mom.
W00t!
I looked for my black bathing suit, it's no where to be found.
So, I guess I'm left buying a new brightly colored one.
Darn.
*^_^*

I was in a bad mood this morning but I think I'm ok now.
I do believe I'm taking my cd player instead of my shuffle to school with me.
I need new music badly on my shuffle but Randy and I haven't had time to do it at his house.
:: shrugs ::
We'll get around to it eventually...

I don't feel like going to class.
I'm glad classes end soon.
It's too nice out to go to class.
Then again, if I stand around outside for too long my allergies get to me.
>_<
Dumb allergies.

Well, I'm off like a dirty shirt.
Lvoe me some Randy, even if he didn't walk me to the bus stop this morning.^_^

Fuck the Valley.
Fuck the people in it.
Even though, I'm sure most of them have fucked each other anyways.
Us Ohio Valley girls, we get around.
If we're not too busy being prego, getting drunk, or doing drugs.
Just a warning to someone who might stumble upon this and has never been to the Ohio Valley, don't bother coming here.
Ever.
We have an over abundance of pregnant middle/high schoolers.
And everyone's doing the drugs.
Fuck the girls who have morals (oh, haha) who don't want to bother having a child before they hit the big one eight.
The girls who know how to have fun without needing to snort anything, smoke anything, or inhale anything over than the air around them.
There is no such thing as a girl having respect for herself anymore.
It's absolutely sickening.
I've begun cutting ties with "friends".
I'm going to stop trying to get a hold of those people.
I'm done trying to talk.
They can let their lives go down the drain alone.

This is post-high school.
I'm ready for the real world now.

I feel guilty and grateful at the same time.Guilty that I got to go to class today. Guilty that I even woke up this morning. Those 32 people will never be able to do that again. They will never wake up and get to go to class, whether it be to pass on their knowledge or to gain knowledge of their craft. They were shot down in their place of higher learning. No warning. They were just trying to be at college and get to class. 32 families shattered that snowy morning in Virginia.And one family lost and confused, possibly feeling all the guilt and taking all the responsibility.Could they have stopped him? Didn't they see the signs? Is it their fault?They'll never truly know.But then again I feel grateful that I got to go to class today. Grateful that for another day, I got to wake up this morning.I woke up today, I got to talk to my mom, play with my dog, check my e-mail.I went to class. I went to class for them. Why this hit home so hard for me, I have no idea.Maybe it's because that could have been Northern plastered all over the television yesterday. That could have been us.I wasn't one of the 32, but I could have been.That's why I feel so guilty and so grateful.R.I.P. those 32 people.And good vibes to the family of the shooter.

Gah.
I feel like shit.
I skipped Psych. again though I e-mailed her and warned her.
Maybe staying up until 3 in the A.M. having crazy converstations wasn't a good idea.
Yeah.
I need to go to school and take that test I forgot to take last week.
And sleep in Comp. I'll update when I get home. Maybe even a PICTURE POST. oh noes.

Yay for my second post!
Took a nice cold, rainy trip to the mall today with Randy (<3) and his Mum.
Ate some subway and bought two shirts.
They're the beginning of my summer clothes that I need.
I gained weight since last summer (Thank Gawd) and now I need all new summer clothes.
And because of our vacation to N.C., I want to look awesometastic.
I think I might get a new swim suit, I'm not sure.

I worked a whole 4 hours so far this week!
::le sigh::
2 hours on Monday, scheduled off on Tuesday, they called me off Wednesday, called me off Thursday, scheduled off Friday, and 2 hours today.
The weather has been nasty lately, causing DQ to be DEAD.
Tomorrow night I work 6-C and the weather is supposed to be worse.
Good thing I don't need to pay bills or anything important.
Geesh.
Oh well.
I'm sure I'll be working alot during the summer.

Randy and Joey are playing Guitar Hero on the 360.
Pfft.
Randy's horrible.
It's been non-stop "300" quotes.
Oh jeez.
I retreated back here.
Phew.

I'm off like a dirty shirt.
I could possibly update later.
Maybe.

Keep it groovy, kids.

Ohmygosh.
My first post.
I'm addicted to keeping online blogs as it seems.
Lucky for all of the (non-existent) people who get to stumble upon this mess.

I should post when I have things to say.

Stay groovy, kids.